Sunday, June 5, 2011

the father, the sun, and the colts

here shall we young wait
though our ride be late
so late to miss the ache of dusk
the warm reach of valley sun
as we young sit shall see
light the beautiful dead weeds
which sway as though alive
we young were here left
the drive far longer than expected
and the barn then cast shade
the valley breeze summerwarm
will turn cold before our ride arrives
will it be one of our fathers
in a rusty chariot

clods of sunwarm dirt crunched under our feet
we dared some yards near the orchard
to pass the time, dusk paints
in washes of memory-colored light the scenery
we young shall wait awhile
our ride home
it will be headlamps in the night
though it was young evening when
we were marooned here
in the stickered weeds
near the splintered barn

let us go watch the sun go
because with her everything goes
and down the valley its final lit moments
there go two colts storming through the vast orchard
both to and away from
oh, you didn't see the tear i stifled
when the sun and the colts
shared by no small chance
their disappearance
they with my tear were gone forever
when we turned to see
the gravel lot had not changed behind us
will it be our father
manning the wheel







Wednesday, March 10, 2010

darkblue darts

certain's death
was pre
sent at certain's birth

first certain freshgreen
buds popping hyperbelieved
then possibles like darkblue darts
the young sky was dead yellow
came in sizzling
hissing millions

how they stuck the bright buds
death was
artful, bloodless


Wednesday, December 9, 2009

court date

who is this

judge i check my char

act

er against like

i would to

trap a state of unfolding

discovery

and then some

how set the extended moment

free whatever

was discovered shall be

all that will be

Friday, October 16, 2009

war jam

the choked freeway
forces us to watch
rust-caked machines fucking the sap from the earth
to read, deadly,
plates like pow mia
you are not forgotten


Sunday, September 13, 2009

relay

the cutoff man
hit me
the cutoff man

to step into that hurricane daunt of history
to learn where it came from
to try to to understand the threads?

writers are
runners handing us charged batons
they drop dead and we run through
all weathers (they change in our hands)
we write rain
we write sun
sing badly of hail dents et
cetera die in the gorge
ous snow

wanting to know where all this came from
requires like retching a beautiful meal and
organizing the chunks in a neat lab
to learn the recipe

like which of the just-landed
to interview and how
to feel californian gold
sparkling up out of my swishing pan
which sparkling sands to sift of all possible
i read poems like a prospector
who hasn't made much of a living otherwise

too universally bad greed was there
looking into the riverwater also
there
zaps history

writers run the runny sky thunders we
will carry the right to words will
take it off their hands

a like ball way back there in spacetime was thrown
and caught and thrown and on so the ball
star planet moon fruit proton
by this tiny and humongous arc of now has come
quite a way indeed
their vectors are the storm of history


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

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Saturday, April 11, 2009

chainreaction

shedidnothingexceptmovenearme
forgodssakeitwaspracticallynothing
atallandyetmakessleep
athornychore

ohowmuscimovesme
movesmylegmusclestopush
harderandpullsthevividest
backdropsbehindallthis

everythingiseeissomehowmade
camefromsomethingwas
pulledloosefromagreatertangle
eventheunfeltspeedof
deathssuaveapproach