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(sin)ce i,aye

stustustututt(utter'd)/(mur(der)mur)ered

thaati{c(u)ant}lo(athe)veyoui-oui

willdr(no)inktoyou

dr(.hellpme)unk(NOW(n))typing

forc(s)ing(ing)

inthew(a/o)rd

t(here)is as(s)entMESS

age I fol(low)

ded.

chainreaction

shedidnothingexceptmovenearme

forgodssakeitwaspracticallynothing

atallandyetmakessleep

athornychore

ohowmuscimovesme

movesmylegmusclestopush

harderandpullsthevividest

backdropsbehindallthis

everythingiseeissomehowmade

camefromsomethingwas

pulledloosefromagreatertangle

eventheunfeltspeedof

deathssuaveapproach

honey-eyed Spring

there goes honey-eyed Spring;

ancient camera slung 'round her sunwarm neck!

2 hr max

the price of strollers

icewater on gums

parking meters like no

parking sign's kids

but they are their mothers

sandy war boots sixty

dollar reef sandals

ancients wore

sandals pulled from bull backs

the no parking signs' masterminds

dozing on anyone

would agree a lovely sofa while

a teen girl's gun sleeps

in the sandy tent where her bombed leg

splintered like a chair's

by dusk i'd had no other dreams

i dried the dream with my off shirt

wet w electric blanket sweat

tossing then the humiliated wad

and in the dark a.m. strangled sleeplessness

thru slugfilm patches until she was silent

by dusk

i'd had no other dreams

today the norm was senseless

and despite cursed money

provided nothing

i stocked pens, cock twitching

and ate in a taqueria overflowing with mothers

in a blurry tangle i started

counting my little life in hours

before that perhaps i had a child

's naive and beauti

ful sense of hunger